F*R*I*E*N*D*S

Here's my list of people according to how Matt's site says it should be done. Love you Matt!! I don't think I left anyone out.....

1) What can I say about you that you don't already know? You are my best friend. I have never known someone with such an amazing heart as you, and you always make me feel better when I feel like crap. You've helped me through so many hard times that I can't keep track of them all, and you never ever ask for anything in return. There is no way I can ever repay you for what you've given me. You are amazing, and I will miss you more than I think I even know. I hope we always stay in touch and remain friends, and if we don't, I'll never forget what we've shared. I love you so much.

2) I've known you for twelve years. And that twelve years has obviously not been long enough. We've been through our rough times, and through changes, and what not, and you are still a best friend. You're silly, and hysterical, and we fight like we're married, but it doesn't matter, because we always come back to where we are. Your endurance has taught me I can trust you, and that's saying something.

3) Sweetheart, oh my GOD you are fantastic. I've never known someone as cheerful as you or as upbeat and excited about life. Nothing deters you, because you know that there are more important things. I could take a couple of lessons from you. And what's more, you know exactly where you stand on everything, and that's amazing. Your courage is astounding, and I respect you more than I can ever say, for being so steadfast in your beliefs, and without regret for any of the things you've done. You're awesome.

4) Little. You're small, and you're like me, yet not like me at the same time. I just don't know what I'd do without you. I'm really annoyed that we've gotten as close as we have so soon to leaving, because that just blows. I always worry about you, but you are nevertheless upbeat, exciting, happy, and hysterical all at the same time. You don't find many people like you. You truly are original, and a blast to be around. I don't want to lose touch when we leave.

5) Your passion for life and love is amazing. Although you've changed in the last couple of months, I still think of you as my big teddy bear to whom I will always be secretly attracted. Your smile and laugh make me smile, and I know that whatever happens, you will always be there. Always strive, because you are one of the lucky few that understands the beauty of it.

6) I'm so mad at you. I don't know why we couldn't have just made things work, because it was really incredible there for a while. You are amazing, and funny and warm-hearted and you understand everything, but you have the maturity of a 5 year-old. All of the things I ever wanted to say to you I couldn't, because I was afraid you'd get scared and run away. And then you ran away when things got too serious for you. And then I went and fucked things up because I thought you considered things over too, and apparently that ruined any chance for us to even be friends. I fucked up, but honestly, punishing me forever is not the way to make yourself feel less angry about it. Let's start over, 'cause this just sucks. Fuck.

7) K. What the hell do I say about you? You've been with me all the way through our creative endeavors. And although you are totally dorky a lot of the time, I couldn't love you more. I think we can both respect the choices that we've both made, and that's awesome. You're family, man. I know that we probably won't stay in touch, as tends to happen in our field, but I know that whatever you do, you'll be amazingly successful, and I'll always love you.

8) You know why you're this number, babe. I love you so much I can't stand it. You are one of my favorite people to hang out with, and I've known you forever. I think it's amazing we've come this far, and we still can find things to talk about. You're always there to laugh with, but also there to be serious when we need it. I couldn't ask for anyone as cool as you. You 'da bomb. I know we'll stay in touch, and fly across the country to see each other (at least, I will to see you, you bum)

9) Man, I don't know what I would do without your sardonic humor. You put me in my place, which is something I definitely need. I know that when I'm around you, you'll make sure I'm not bullshitting anyone, because you can see through it in an instant. You are hysterical, and albeit sometimes totally mean, you are fantastic and I love you. Imma miss you a buttload.

10) YOU. Dude, I thought you were different. We've had the most amazing times together, and I really thought that whatever was going on between us was real. But as God only knows, I guess you just needed some ass. I was teaching myself to just go with the flow, and then this whole thing happened. Never again. I have no idea if you are actually truthful anymore. So screw it. You guys will always be happy together, and I will be the one that you think tried to break you two apart.

11) I miss you so much it hurts. I wish you hadn't decided that you couldn't be friends with both of us. I mean, I saw it coming all along, but now that it's actually happened, I don't quite know what to do. We've been through some of the best and worst times together, and I'll always cherish them. I'll never understand why you need his constant approval, or why you just kind of stopped talking to me. We were brother and sister, man, and I just hope you know that I love you.

12) Dude, you are fanastic. You fly by the seat of your fucking pants, and I love that. Nothing is ever too big of a problem, because it can always be fixed with you. We can talk about anything under the sun, until the sun comes up, and that's fantastic. Whatever your purpose is in this silly life, I know it's an amazing one.

13) You restored a lot of my faith in the world and in religious striving, you're beautiful, you're funny, and I miss you. 'Nuf said.

14) Where have you guys gone? We used to spend so much time together, and now I'm lucky if I see you once every 4 months. Oh, theatre. I miss you all.

15) Hi! Here you are! I love you a lot, and I hate you a lot, but that's okay, because that's how it's supposed to be. ...and you smell.

16) You ruined my life there for a while, and I didn't really know if I would ever come back from it. Thinking of you now makes me physically ill. But I'm a better and stronger person now because of you, so I have to thank you for it. I really hate you, but on the other hand, I have this ridiculous weak spot for you, because I had both the worst and best times of my life with you. I feel really sorry for you, and so sometimes I think I want to talk to you and see you again to see who we've both changed to be, but then I wake up from that nightmare and slap myself in the face.

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